心语迹痕

March 22, 2004

幸福

Filed under: 心田 — by Yilise @ 4:59 AM


幸福该如何定义?一个如此抽象的东西,像云朵般,随着心情转变。像我,现在觉得马桶能抽水,有热水洗澡,能安安稳稳睡个觉,就是一种幸福。

而人心不足,明天我看到什么,想到什么,也许又会有不同的定义了。

许多人,都觉得我很幸福。偶尔,我也这样觉得。但其实,幸福会随着不同人的不同视角而有不同的诠释的。

三更半夜不得入睡,因为有作业不曾做完。这在某些人眼中,是种幸福。又在某些人眼中,是种痛苦。就看你如何去看了。

谁说幸福不是掌握在我们手中?可惜,这东西滑不溜湫,好难掌握。所以我们老想将自己的幸福交给别人,就算不幸福,也有个人好怪。

March 6, 2004

wonderful day

Filed under: 碎碎念,心痕 — by Yilise @ 4:58 AM


Today is a wonderful day!

I finished my thesis! corrections, biblio, word limit, formating, even the spine!!! All done. finito. at last!

Went out with my family afterwards for a celebration of sorts. Went to my brother’s dance performance (but missed his performance by a couple of minutes. damm.) after which walked around milenia, went to the milenia ‘waterfall’ which I visited with jx once a very long time ago but never found again. Then it was sushi sushi sushi! Satisfied my sushi craving, cali maki, yum!

took a couple of very sweet photos of my parents by the waterfall. Sometimes, when I see my parents like this, I marvel at how *together* they still are… how they supported each other through the years…but too often, I see them quarrelling…

Why do we always forget the happy times and dwell on the bad memories? Perhaps, that’s why we need photos like this… to remind us, how truly fortunate we really are…

March 5, 2004

注释

Filed under: 心痕 — by Yilise @ 4:56 AM

好久没来此了。也不知为何,一日没来两日没来,时间就此流逝。不觉有些辜负他的礼物,有些歉意。

近日忙着论文的注释,这些原始文献成了每天的必修。身在中文系,要看这些旧版书籍是免不了,还好,我做的是明代的小说,资料还不至于太“原始”,还有句 读,不须自己分句分段。但看久了,还是有些倦。那天为了找一句“子犹诸曲,绝无文采,然有一字过人,曰真。“几乎把整本《太霞新奏》翻完。我也只有一字 了,曰唉。认命。

最近不知是忙,是累,有些心烦,有些郁郁。总希望自己能想开些。

你呢?快乐吗?

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